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Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Why Do I Let You Get To Me!

I can't figure it out I cant make sense of it all one min you love me the next you dont! I dont understand what Ive done to cause you to do this to me why you feel the need to play these games with my heart, You bitch n fuss bc I dont call dont text but the thing is you dont either! Ive called Ive texted and never get a responce so why should i try why should i put myself out there for you when all your going to do is hurt me!! I see it all now how its all just a game to you . u tell me what u think i wanna hear and im done with that . Ive made my peace with myself when it comes to you..ive done everything you have asked done everything i could to show you that i love you and yet its not good enough for you im not enough you want more and more and more . Ive told you time and time again i want to come be with you come see you hold you kiss you just be able to look into your eyes and yet that is shot down so why tell me why dont hide behind some fake ass crap just be straight with me tell me the truth because as of now i cant stand it anymore my heart is getting so cold the wall is comming up!
You say you are in love with me "madly in love with me" and yet you have a funnnnnny way of showing it so I really wonder if you know what love is or you jus throw it around because you want ppl to like you ppl to be close to you in some way..So tell me why why do I let you get to me like this! You mess with my head my heart my emotions and its got to stop!!! I cant take this shit anymore.I think im doing fine and getting on with life I see your name come up and i loose all control but keep myself from talking to you then boom you speak and I become putty in your hand. I hold on to everyword you say as if its the last words i will ever hear and i gotta stop , stop causing this pain this heartache you bring to me.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

One



So its come to an end not sure exactly how i feel about it...Dont know if i should be happy that it's happened or sad broken ...I guess its good that we are going to "TRY" to remain friends but it still doesnt take tha hurt away. He was the one who I gave my heart to! Now Im unsure what my future holds but Ive learned not to let it go to someone so easy and i guess thats a good thing and I can thank "him" for that . No matter where he or i go or who we are wit he will always be in my heart and I will always love him he was i thought "MY ONE"

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Nelly - Just A Dream

I cant help but to think this is a dream life im living in. You think you have that one the one who you will love forever the one who will love you forever and then in a split second its all gone why is that why!! You sit back and look at the times good and bad that you had and cant even realize what happened what went wrong you both said things that you didnt mean but you cant erase what was said cant change the past wish life came with an erase button the way facebook comes with a like button! He was my life my world my everything and now to him im nothing but a memory once that im sure he wishes he could forget. To have the chance to tell him just what he means to me and how much i still love him and need him in my life despite the things that was said and the bad times we had that doesnt shadow the good times. How do you begin to make him see just what you feel? Never answers your calls rarely answers your txt more than likely would delete an email b4 ever reading it but you cant help it you just cant let him go cant get him out of ur mind or heart always hear his voice calling your name calling you baby telling you he loves you like no other and he will always be there to hold your hand and shelter you from harm

♥♥Danie♥♥

Thursday, September 30, 2010

so im bak again

Venting time again....
Blah just when i think things are starting to look up it takes a freaking nose dive to the damn ground....but right now im trying my best not to focus on that since my bestie malika is gettin married saturday (better her than me) so been busy busy lil maid of honor helping her with everything trying to keep my mind off of a certain person and things but at times it doesnt work...so wat to do wat to do...you ask but never get a straight answer but guess thats how life is with some ppl they want u when they want you not all the time and they expect you to be there when they want you and if u cant or ur busy then that means u dont care about them you put others b4 them which in my eyes is bsssssssssss!!! but anyways gota run last min things to do b4 the wedding

♥Danie♥

Monday, September 27, 2010

Beeeeen A LOOOOONG Time

Well its been a while since i have written anything but really need to right now to get some things off my mind. So there was this guy that i really was into and had big plans with sure all of you know him(Fredric) but it turns out that he was a total fake turns out that I wasnt the only girl he was with and promising the world to there was at least 3 more of us so needless to say that is over im done with him..... I guess being with him an it moveing so fast didnt really work for me it didnt help out what i was trying to do covering up my true feelings for someone else it made me realize just how much i love this person and how much i miss him and wish that things was different with him but deep down i dont see that happening as much as i would love it to. I dont know how to forget and let him go ive tried and nothing i seem to do works. Ive said some things to him in the past that i really regret and wish i could take back but that isnt easy once its said it sticks with you maybe one day ill b able to express to him but then again doubt it so for now ill do it here not like hes gonna see it but oh well..... Other than that life has been fairly good cant wait for Kimmys wedding saturday its gonna be beautiful but makes u rly think sometimes i wonder if that will ever be me ....doubt it....
so im out for now be bak wen i need to vent more
♥Danie♥

Sunday, August 8, 2010

My Love For You♥

My love for you is like a never ending river that flows thru my soul
You fill my life with joy and happiness and I never want to let that go.
To try and explain what you really mean to me would take me a life time an
eternity.
You are my day my night the air that i breath
it not for you i don't know where i would be
As I say these words to you I can promise you this
I loved you once, I love you still,
Always have and always will.
I gave you my heart forever...

♥TeAmoSiempre♥


This I wrote even tho it makes no sense for a someone that is very special to me and who i hold dear to my heart forever and always

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

♥♥LoveinLife♥♥♥

Well its been a while since Ive written anything but Im back now and will be writing on a regular basis for those who read and i kno theres several of u that do some jus to b nosey but lol its all good. So to give a lil update on life ..Its going GREAT have the whole ex situation behind me if u want to call him an ex it kinda turns out it was a big joke but yet im the one who assumes shit when the facts are right there.....but w.e Ppl dont realize that actions speak alot louder than words a person doesnt have to assume anything when you do shit that proves everything but its all good life is better and as each day passes it looks alot better. Its funny tho how things work out how you arent even broken up for a less than a week then u find out he/she is with someone else and "engaged" and yet less than 2 weeks prior they asked you to marry them deep in the back of your head it makes u wonder how much was really true where your releationship was concerned. They claim they love you and even after your apart they still claim it but yet should you beleive it or laugh it off as another joke its basically time to stand up and be strong if they love you like they claim then they can prove it and how they can do that is for them to decide. Anymore I plan on being very very careful with who gets my heart this has really done it for me has caused me to have severe trust issues and i guess in a way that can be a good thing because this has really opened my eyes up and i will notice when its not right the next time. But ima close this for right now got some things to do...

Love&Kisses
Danie



♥Live It Up
Laugh It Off
Drink It Down
Take No Bullshit
Never Regret♥

Sunday, July 25, 2010

DaniezBakNBettaThanEva

Ok so im back to posting again and starting over fresh. so as of right now blog is under construction lmao. Once im over the hangover from the past 2 nights ill work on it more

Love Kisses
DanieBby