I can't figure it out I cant make sense of it all one min you love me the next you dont! I dont understand what Ive done to cause you to do this to me why you feel the need to play these games with my heart, You bitch n fuss bc I dont call dont text but the thing is you dont either! Ive called Ive texted and never get a responce so why should i try why should i put myself out there for you when all your going to do is hurt me!! I see it all now how its all just a game to you . u tell me what u think i wanna hear and im done with that . Ive made my peace with myself when it comes to you..ive done everything you have asked done everything i could to show you that i love you and yet its not good enough for you im not enough you want more and more and more . Ive told you time and time again i want to come be with you come see you hold you kiss you just be able to look into your eyes and yet that is shot down so why tell me why dont hide behind some fake ass crap just be straight with me tell me the truth because as of now i cant stand it anymore my heart is getting so cold the wall is comming up!
You say you are in love with me "madly in love with me" and yet you have a funnnnnny way of showing it so I really wonder if you know what love is or you jus throw it around because you want ppl to like you ppl to be close to you in some way..So tell me why why do I let you get to me like this! You mess with my head my heart my emotions and its got to stop!!! I cant take this shit anymore.I think im doing fine and getting on with life I see your name come up and i loose all control but keep myself from talking to you then boom you speak and I become putty in your hand. I hold on to everyword you say as if its the last words i will ever hear and i gotta stop , stop causing this pain this heartache you bring to me.
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