so im bak again

Venting time again....
Blah just when i think things are starting to look up it takes a freaking nose dive to the damn ground....but right now im trying my best not to focus on that since my bestie malika is gettin married saturday (better her than me) so been busy busy lil maid of honor helping her with everything trying to keep my mind off of a certain person and things but at times it doesnt work...so wat to do wat to do...you ask but never get a straight answer but guess thats how life is with some ppl they want u when they want you not all the time and they expect you to be there when they want you and if u cant or ur busy then that means u dont care about them you put others b4 them which in my eyes is bsssssssssss!!! but anyways gota run last min things to do b4 the wedding

♥Danie♥

Beeeeen A LOOOOONG Time

Well its been a while since i have written anything but really need to right now to get some things off my mind. So there was this guy that i really was into and had big plans with sure all of you know him(Fredric) but it turns out that he was a total fake turns out that I wasnt the only girl he was with and promising the world to there was at least 3 more of us so needless to say that is over im done with him..... I guess being with him an it moveing so fast didnt really work for me it didnt help out what i was trying to do covering up my true feelings for someone else it made me realize just how much i love this person and how much i miss him and wish that things was different with him but deep down i dont see that happening as much as i would love it to. I dont know how to forget and let him go ive tried and nothing i seem to do works. Ive said some things to him in the past that i really regret and wish i could take back but that isnt easy once its said it sticks with you maybe one day ill b able to express to him but then again doubt it so for now ill do it here not like hes gonna see it but oh well..... Other than that life has been fairly good cant wait for Kimmys wedding saturday its gonna be beautiful but makes u rly think sometimes i wonder if that will ever be me ....doubt it....
so im out for now be bak wen i need to vent more
♥Danie♥